Badflower - Family Chords

[Intro]
 
Dm F Gm Bb
 
[Verse]
 
Dm                   F
  taste bitter on a guilty tongue
Gm                          Bb
  it's hard to see i'm the chosen one
Dm                    F
  fake friends with a camera phone
Gm                       Bb
  ugly, drunk, cold, and missing home
 
[Chorus]
            Bb                     Dm
this home of mine, i see it in my dreams
                      C
where everyone looks happy
                    Dm
and everyone still likes me
             Bb                      Dm
this home of mine, i miss it all the time
                       C
what happened to this family?
                      Dm
what happened to this family?
 
[Verse]
 
Dm                     F
  texts, calls, hugs, birthday cards
Gm                     Bb
  being thoughtful can be so hard
Dm                             F
  first fifteen years, i'm the favorite son
Gm                             Bb
  last fifteen years, i'm the hated one
 
[Chorus]
              Bb                        Dm
this heart of mine gets blacker all the time
                    C
affection makes me nauseous,
                     Dm
believe me, i don't want this
                    Bb                      Dm
i hurt my blood tonight, i made my sisters cry
               C                      Dm
i never say i love you, even though i want to
 
[post chorus]
 
                     NC
i'm just my father's son, my mother's kid
a sh*tty brother, i'm nobody's friend
                Bb                     Dm
this is all my fault, i only make you cry
                      C
i don't deserve this family,
                      Dm
you're better off without me
 
[Chorus]
 
                  Bb
'cause i let you down,
                       Dm
and i lost my f**king mind
                     C
then everything got messy,
                 Dm
and everyone got angry
                     Bb
i cursed my blood tonight,
                    Dm
it happens all the time
              C
is everyone against me?
                 Dm
has everyone goddamned me?
 
[post chorus]
                       Bb     Dm
what happened to this family?
                       C      Dm
what happened to this family?
                       Bb     Dm
what happened to this family?
                       C      Dm
what happened to this family?
 
 
[Instrumental]
 
Bb Dm C Dm
 
[pre chorus]
 
Bb              Dm
  don't hate me, don't hate me
C               Dm
  don't let me drown
 
[Chorus]
 
Dm           Bb                                  Dm
  i hate goodbyes, so cringey i could die
                C
we only say "i love you",
                           Dm
'cause that's what we're supposed to
                  Bb
and most families lie,
                      Dm
but i meant it every time
                        C
i treat you like you're worthless,
                 Dm
i never said i'm perfect