Blue October - I Laugh At Myself Chords

[Intro]
C#m A E (4x)
 
[Verse 1]
C#m                                     A
This is the part where I laugh at myself
                                                E
And the world for thinking that things could actually change
C#m                                      A
Just like the old me you knew once before
                                            E
Who almost destroyed and lost everything to this same damn thing
C#m                                             A
I'm once again in my head, I'm way over my head
                                    E
And I can't seem to find a place to put all this pain
C#m                                        A
My hope is a fraud and I can't talk to God
                                                        E
I believed in the good of the world and now I'm just ashamed
 
[Verse 2]
B
I want to drink 'cause I'm mad and I'm angry
                          C#m                  A
But I swore I promised my wife that I wouldn't drink again
B
There were so many chances I had that I wasted
                C#m                      A
As time went on by that were never to be seen again
B
And I never felt bad or guilty about moving on with my life
            C#m                A
But I could never move on from you in the end
               A                           E
So I fight for love, come on break my heart