Maria Mena - Not Ok Chords

G#m
 
[Verse 1]
 
It’s not like i chose this
       B            E
I was not given a choice
 
In a room full of stories
                       B
Mine is just another voice
 
 
How does she do it?
                     D#m
Without making any sound?
 
-I cry after hours
                            G#m
And scream when no one is around
 
 
Here comes a battle
                        E
Here’s another uphill climb
 
So Strap on some courage
                                  B
You should be well Prepared this time
 
 
Just because i’m still standing
                       D#m
Just because i have survived
 
Doesn’t mean i don’t get scared
                        C#m
Or wanna give up every time
 
 
[Chorus]
                       D#m       E
Cause I don’t feel like being strong today
 
I wanna fall apart sometimes
           B
i wanna Break!
 
Next time they ask i’ll tell the truth
      D#m
I’ll say
 
I’m not ok
         C#m
I’m not ok!
 
                            D#m      E
I don’t feel like carrying all this weight
 
Or being broken around those
            B
Who can’t relate
 
 
Next time they ask
                         D#m
I’ll tell the truth i’ll say
 
That I’m not ok
     B     G#m
I’m not
 
 
[Verse 2]
 
After he left us
                       E
After everything went dark
 
She’s all that matters
                        B
She’s my  only little spark
 
 
It’s Not like i don’t want to
                           D#m
Stay in bed, never leave Home
 
But If i don’t do it
                          C#m
Chances are it won’t get done
 
 
[Chorus]
                             D#m       E
Cause I don't feel like being strong today
 
I wanna fall apart sometimes
          B
I wanna break
 
Next time they ask I'll tell the truth
      D#m
I'll say
 
That I'm not ok
              C#m
That I'm not ok
                            D#m       E
I don't feel like carrying all this weight
 
Or being broken around those
            B
Who can't relate
 
Next time they ask
                           D#m
I'll tell the truth I'll say
 
That I'm not ok
 
 
 
[Bridge]
             E
That I'm not ok
              F#    E
That I'm not ok
 
That I'm not ok
               F#    E
That I'm not ok (I'm not ok)
        F#    E
I'm not ok
            Emaj7 F# D#m E F# E Emaj7  G#m
I'm not ok
 
 
 
[Verse 3]
 
God gives his toughest
                          E
Battles to his strongest ones
 
built out of courage
                          B
In the Image of his only son
 
 
 
I am a soldier
                            D#m
I can take the whole world on
 
So Watch as i fight this
 
And Give your praise once i have won.